Saturday, December 30, 2006

Another end and Another beginning

There goes another year, as always.It may be a cliché to say time flies but the truth is it does , faster than you think .You cannot do anything about it but only feel sad that you are another year older . My age is my most hated number. Definitely !!. I turned 25 this year and it pained when I thought “I am quarter of a century old” . It is just one more than 24 but the number 25 hit me . May be it is because till 24 I was the same what I was at 20 . There were no significant changes in me and I didn’t give a heck about it either. But turning 25 I felt like age is catching up and that the world is a lot younger than me unlike till the day before my birthday when it looked a lot older . Gone are the days when all the achievers on TV were older than me and I thought when I am their age I would do something at least half as good as what they did . But now Sania Mirza and Wayne Rooney are already world famous and super rich and both are a cool half a decade younger than me . Cricket teams used to be made of old people but now many captains are younger than me. So should I stop kidding around , be more serious in life ,act like a responsible adult and try to achieve something .May be but I have no idea how to do that . I feel like a fool.
So should I plan for the whole year now ? I cant, even if I want to . I don’t even know what is going to happen a month from now and how the heck can I plan for a year . I think I should at least be making some New Year resolutions .Oh no , no way . I don’t make any new year resolutions and I wont ever. I cant live a whole year without binging on junk food , I cant get up before 10 in the morning or stop ogling shamelessly at girls. I didn’t plan or make any new year resolutions last year but I think I had a good if not a great year . I came back from UK , went to my first rock concert , had a good time in Mumbai for nearly 3 months , quizzed a lot, went places , made lots of friends , shifted jobs and with that shifted to a new city .There were a few failures and a few heartbreaks but then it is abnormal only if you don’t have them . So all I am going to do is eat some cake , drink some cola , greet everybody “A Happy New Year” and sleep expecting to have not a great year ahead but just another great “Tomorrow”.


WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR .STAY BEAUTIFUL.

2 comments:

Karthik Sriram said...

Its true that a realization like thsi hits you every b'day around.

2 Possible solutions are:
1. Make a new Year Resolution that from hereon no more resolutions for you.
2. Get sozzled on your b'day (which I guess we already do)

Yuva said...

No not every bday . Probably next would be at 30 and i am sure it will be even worse.